Happy belated birthday to me!
Yeah, yesterday was my birthday!!! And i know this blog is supposed to be a happy blog on how i spent it and all... but as the day reaches to an end, i CRIED like a baby! And it wasn't tears of joy. Guess i'm an emotional girl after all and i was so overwhelmed.... overwhelmed with sadness.
I worked the whole day yesterday. I had to fill in my aunt's place since she is on vacation. And then my dad cooked dinner. He cooked crab (my favourite) and there was cake!!! The day went well i guess. Very few of my friends rmbred my b'day actually but it doesn't matter cos i don't rmbr most of my frens b'day but why did i cry. Thinkin about it now brings tears to my eyes...
I kept thinkin and thinkin.... and i've came up with this conclusion: I don't want to grow up so fast! I guess seemingly it's my birthday, this would be the most appropriate time to be pampered and hell, i want that. Who doesn't like to be loved? But being 23 and further into adulthood, I guess most ppl will expect me to be more matured.
But all I want is to be a kid again and well... be loved!!!! I do not want to grow up so fast. Guess under that thick shell, and many layers of skin, I'm not so tough after all.
I guess i need a boyfriend... but like that would be the solution to this huh? I shouldn't want more when I have such a great family!!!
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Happy Birthday!! kindda recieved a reminder from friendster, but in the end i still forgot it:P sorry bout that. I guess reminding me just abt an event is hopeless..its ok to cry to express ur feelings, at least u know ur not a robot and yeah, everyone hates growing up, wishing to be in neverland. But age is just a number. acheivement is the more suitable measuring stone. Hope u do find a BF though... Kindda wondering why everyone is so obsessed with relationship thing? Maybe, it has been proven to me that the most helpful girl is a friend and the most troublesome one is gf..haha... thats why i take my time... Depends on if i care about her enough and willing to go through all the trouble..haha
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