Seriously it was a big deal when i decided to change my major...
After studying one and a half year's', i decided to transfer my credits to complete my newly acclaimed maths major in just 2 n a half years! And so... i had to lag behind, watching all my coursemates graduate, doing their practical training or else job-hunting. Not like i'm not job-hunting, I AM, just that it's not a necessity nor an utmost priority.
I didn't foresee these holidays coming. You have no idea how bored i am. Of course, I had activities planned up but somehow, I don't feel like I'm living my life to it's fullest. How am i to explain this.... hmm... It's like this:
'Everyday, i have the liberty to wake up late. I don't have datelines to finish up what i have planned so i have the freedom to laze around, sometimes stare into space or else just do nothing. Seriously, this lifestyle doesn't agree with me. I get more headaches and i feel like i get more stressed trying to feel my time with something to do and ending up doing something un'fruitful'.
It has been 3 weeks and am still surviving. Just 8 more weeks to go right?'
And 1 more dreaded year of studies to go. Not like i'm not doing well, just not superly good! Got my results! 3.29 for my maths subjects, hopefully my luar jab will perk this cgp up. Why i sound so impatient to grad is because i cannot wait to work. Yes, yes... so i have heard working life is not utopia, and there is not a lot to like about pouring sweat and blood compared to studies. But i really cannot wait to work 7am-9pm. Call me a workaholic, I really am looking forward to walk my career path and reach it's destination. I cannot wait to get my MBA too uknoe.
Haha! Dreams that may get dashed against the jagged rocks. I have yet to taste work so i may not like it. All i hope is i get something i like to do. Hopefully. Since most probably i will not be obtaining a technical job as my degree suggests. As my friends who are working now say, enjoy your student life because working life ain't as cool as it gets. I hope they are wrong and i pray and pray i'm a workaholic because work to me is the greener side.
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Have you tried to search for part time work..or volenteery work? At least you can so something productive in your spare time..
Well, like i said i got things planned.
I wanted to do some self-learning stuff and there was the baking and all. And i have to help my mom full time next week. So i do have activities.... but being so relaxed and not being so self-motivated = boredom.
Thanks for the concern though.
Oh i see. Then i can give u some ideas... learn to make sushi....
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