Yin and Yang....

Hey there BLOG... i have missed you since my lovely friendster blog died....

Does anyone believe in yin and yang? Cos i feel like it happens a lot in my life. I do believe in karma. I believe that once u've been hit by a series of bad luck, it just means it's a sign of good luck to come. In other words yin and yang.

Everyone knows i've been down in the dump the past year. It was a trying time. I had to find myself. I had to reinstall my confidence and set my life back on track. I had to find my goal in life and of course at the same time straighten out the fine details. And seriously i DID it... i DID! My studies are so much better and a whole lot of excitement re-entered my life!!!

I met a hell lot of old primary schoolmates!!! Which was cool because come on.... somehow they reminded me the roots of my life. I have been moving around, living life in carious environments and it seems I'm more myself being with them. But i don't know, i'm the type who likes new things and new challenges. Sumhow, they intrigued me much. I liked their lifestyle and the way they think. I so totally enjoyed their company. Yes, Yee Yoong, Wan Cham and even though i met Loke Chin once, I hope it won't be the last.

And there were my old pals namely Jessie from UKM and Yan Yi from USM! Damn... they are so cool too (thanks for the korean buffet, Yan Yi girl!) It was really nice getting my social status back in order. After all the drama last year, leaving me with such a small(but quality) circle of friends.... not that i needed more friends... but i guess, u know what i mean.

I don't want to make this blog long so i'll just summarize. I wasn't appreciated in AIESEC. I gave a lot. I know i did. AIESEC was my food, my life, my soul but in the end.... Good thing is i finally learnt how to let go. I decided what defines me is not what AIESEC could give back to me but on what i can do in the future. I decided to explore my options, looking at which company i could start my career in. And there was this company.... I will reveal more in next post.

My point is so much had happened in the past 2 weeks. All the above in such a short duration of time! I reckon i met a guy i totally like last month too. But this week.... a lot of things has quiet down. I'm serious! My phone looks dead on that shelf. The company has not contacted me at all and the guy i like seems to have disappeared. I guess i'm not patient. It's just been a week! A week of dread. Guess, bliss cannot last a long time. Yin and Yang happened. After a month of good luck, i have better prepare for a month of bad luck or just not so good luck.

-shilin-

p.s. been to Kanye West Concert. WooHoo!!!!